Crazy Week…
My boyfriend that I’ve been dating for awhile now got in some major trouble the other day. Not what I was thinking was going to happen. Everything last week felt weird anyway. My boyfriend also started acting weird. I’d invite him over for dinner, which he always came over almost every night. So I thought it was kind of strange the first night when he didnt show up and didnt answer his phone. I invited him over three different times, all times he was saying that he was coming over, then he wouldnt. He was already lazy at work, we would have to do his work for him, so that was nothing unusual.
But the other day, two detectives walked in and asked if this guy worked here, my boyfriend. All I knew, is what I heard. He had stolen $2,000 worth of products from my work and sold them to the people we get the stuff from. He was stealing. I was like…great…good one. That is the stupidest thing you could do. But it didnt end there. My boss called everyone into the room after the detectives left and said that we were to say our good-byes to him. He told us what he had stolen and that the money was used then to feed his Heroin addiction!! WHAT!!!
I never knew he was doing any drugs…he told me that he didnt do drugs and that he rarely drank. WHATEVER!!! It makes me wonder why he wanted me to be his girlfriend anyways. Was it him, or was it the drugs talking through him. Everything that he has ever told me…it was all lies. He said he was in this relationship for the long-run, that he wasnt going anywhere….and the bad thing…I fell for it. I love him. I put total trust him. It takes me a long time, especially in a dating relationship to even think about trusting the guy…which thats why I usually end up not dating. But he stole my heart. If he needed anything, I’d help. But now I know the truth. And people keep saying…at least I found out ahead of time. But really, this sucks. The first real time that I actually totally opened up and actually cared deeply for someone that I love…and it was all lies. How did I not see the track marks on his arms?? How could I be so stupid not to realize that he was using?? I never trusted guys before…why now…and then this??
oh~ that was a total shock…
sorry to hear that.. Living life that full of lies….
I know, I am not in the right to tell you this, but, atleast let me express my thoughts, and just don’t take this too seriously….
I don’t really understand your feelings right now, since I haven’t experienced that kind of feeling yet, [The one being inlove], coz’ honestly, I haven’t been inlove for all these years, I am afraid to. But I reall hope you could move on,,,,