Moving On…
These past couple of days have been better….Im trying to let go of everything that happend with my boyfriend. And no, I don’t think were going to date anymore. I don’t know if I could ever trust him again like I did. It took alot anyways to trust him and now that it was broken that bad…I don’t think it would ever be the same. So yeah he is now my ex but I still love him and want to help even though I know there is probably no way that I can help. Lastest update, I talked to him day before yesterday and he said he was waiting for Monday, today, and he was going to go to the hospital and tell them he was addicted to heroin, and then tell them he was going to kill himself. Hearing that makes my heart hurt. If that is the only way he thinks he can get help, then I guess thats a good way. He wanted to hang out at Waffle house the other night when I was talking to him…but I kinda forgot…on purpose…I dont think I could have handled it, who knows. So thats where everything is at for now. I tried calling him today and his phone is powered off, so I dont know if thats because hes in the hospital now or he is just out of minutes. I’m praying everything is going ok. I want to fix things, my nature, but this time, I dont think I can 
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