A Step Out..
How do you know when your not going by your own thoughts and feelings? How do you know when it is God leading you? It’s been awhile since I felt led to quit my job. But with so many hesitations, I’ve found ways around it. I’ve continually prayed about it. I know there is something bigger and better awaiting on the other side. But not knowing what’s on the the other side and knowing that things could totally go wrong, I’ve made up excuses.
Not going into a lot of detail, I’ve been talking on and off to a few people I really trust. I’ve already had alot of confirmations on what I needed to do, but I still continued to hesitate, again, not wanting to end up where I was at before. Last night was the worship service at Midtown with Lifepoint. I went and God showed up. I knew what I needed to do, but I sat there arguing with him once again. I’m so tired of arguing with God because I never win! He always ends up being right…of course! Last night I went up for prayer after, I got asthmatic bronchitis this past week and its knocked me out of work totally. So I went up to get prayer for healing. And it ended up more about the job situation. Stuff got confirmed there and then Pastor Jeff said he wanted to talk to me after. After it was over, we sat down and by the end of the night…I knew what had to be done. Being on this medication, I’m getting very very little sleep, so I took that time to pray.
Result: I am stepping out and believing that God has my back in this decision. I AM QUITTING MY JOB! Am I crazy? Probably! But we do serve a rediculous God and for once in my life, I’m truly putting everything I am, everything I have in His hands. I don’t know how tomorrow is going to be. I don’t know how next week or next month is going to be…but I’m dropping everything and following hard after Him.
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