His Ways, Not Mine…
Well, It’s Thursday and I’m still in a hotel. The second one, Suburban extended stay. This one is alot nicer then the last one we were in. Me and my two cats. This month has been really interesting and definitly trying. But all in all, its not that bad. This whole month has brought me closer in my walk with God. Depending on him more. Going by faith on almost everything I do. I’ve had a ton of time to be in the word, and to be able to pray for others. I went from having a job, being able to pay my bills, with an awesome apartment; to being without a job, no longer in my apartment and not knowing what the next day/hour will bring.
I feel like I’m right at the place that God wants me to be. Of course I doubt and I question. I don’t know anyone that wouldn’t. And my faith dissappears here and there. But I find myself always coming back to him. Praying under my breath, a constant conversation going on. My cats have even been used as a learning tool. I know, funny. But I was watching them. They’ve put up with alot these past weeks. I’ve made sure they have everything they need. Even toys to keep them happy. But the more I watch them, the more I laugh. Out of all the toys that they have to keep them happy and occupied…they are content with the simplist things. A plastic cap off of a milk carton. A lid off a medicine bottle. They could care less if they have the most awesome toys in the world that squeek and make noises..their content with very little, there happy.
I am taking it day by day. I am happy. A hotel room and a couple bucks. I have all the time in the world right now to worry and be anxious, but why do that? God is bigger and better. He has always provided for me in one way or another. He is there when I don’t want to be. He loves me with a love of a father, he is my daddy. As long as I focus on him, I should have no worries. Because He is still Risen. He will take care of me. Despite myself getting in the way.
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